spilling my beans
i think i like pink today… i liked it on some other days too… there are a number of times when i feel very "kikay" and gay… thus pink, being a stereotype of girlish whims, can illuminate my general disposition… but not always.
i also like to put three dots after saying a few things… like this… it means there’s so much i have to say but i must choose only a few words or letters to surface…sometimes i felt i have nothing to say but when i start weaving letters into words then into sentences, i can fill up space. yeah… of course, but the content would be dubious…
Maybe, there’s so much I have to say but locked deep in my innermost being. they say that out of the fullness of one’s heart, the mouth speaks… thus i want to be careful… although sometimes i don’t care, or even unaware…
today, i want to shout "I LOVE YOU!" to some people and someone in particular… but i’d rather not. I can vividly imagine though how I’m going to do it but i’d rather not. i can do other things that will take up my time. anyway, time flies so fast when i am preoccupied with many tasks that soon the 24 hours is finally over. then another day begins…
like blogging about this… minutes have been spent already… i have even typed those 3 words… i guess that will be enough for now.
got to go! there’s work to be done. have a great day!
