Archive for April, 2008

Summer High

Tuesday, April 8th, 2008

This weekend has been a great high!


It’s like I haven’t expected much to come out of my sudden trip to the hills of Bukidnon and then meandered to the river and hills of Cagayan de Oro, went back to Davao City and dived into the Coral Garden of Samal. Do that sound heavenly to you? hmmm…. indeed…

And mind you, all the food that abound were all yummy!!!

ITINERARY:

April 3, 2008; Thursday
6 a.m. - rode bus from Kidapawan City Terminal

around 9 a.m. - rode another non-aircon bus for Manolo Fortich, Bukidnon

1:15 pm - arrived at Manolo Fortich; rode "habal-habal" single motorcycle towards Mangima Spring Resort

1:30 pm - arrived at Mangima Spring Resort; met with DENR, DOT and LGU people, Caving Congress organizers and others

2:00 - 4:30 pm - wandered around the resort, ate lunch/snacks (chippy, magic flakes and royal), read pocketbook

4:45 pm - jump-off for the Caving Congress site in Palaopao, near Sumilao, Bukidnon

5:30 pm. - at the congress site… found old and new friends..waited for the socials which never came… but I still stayed for the night for the promise of a white water rafting adventure on the next day…

…. slept at 2:a.m. after a raucous laugh with the hilarious jokes and performances of talented friends.

April 4, 2008; Friday
5:00 am - my phone alarm went off but realized it was still too early for the 1pm scheduled rafting trip… went back to sleep..

6:10 am - lazily woke up to the sounds of cooking and voices and everything else… someone easily gave the first fart of the morning. eeewww!!!! so loud and proud!!!

7:am - assorted breakfast from last night’s left-overs and whatever we can get our hands on.

around 10 am. - rode dump truck towards Cagayan de Oro City

around 11:10 am - reached Viajero Outdoor Shop in downtown CDO, dropped out heavy bags of all colors, shapes and weights

11:25 pm - looked around for lunch

12:00 - scheduled meet of the group for the White Water River Rafting infront of CDO’s Tourism Office, near Jollibee

1:00 pm - depart for the site of the river adventure… drop by first at Macahambus Adventure Park along the way… marvel at their enormous sinkhole, hanging bridge, zipline, and souvenir trinkets

around 1:20 pm - drop by the restaurant/end point of the rafting adventure to get some added rubber rafts; changed attire from jeans to shorts.

around 1:40 pm  - arrived at the starting point of the famous white water rafting adventure

around 2:00 - 4:30 pm - my concept of time swiftly went into a haze as the rapids pulled my attention and the "wheeees!!!" and "Aahhooos!!!" of the group dominated the scene.

{…. sigh… next time na ang karugtong… hehehehe
ini-enjoy ko muna remembering the event from start to finish… =) }

April 5, 2008; Saturday
1:00 pm - jump-off  for the hang gliding experience… was just curious how they do it… the jeep climbed more dusty roads and hills until we reached our point of satisfaction. a place of nowhere between the earth and sky, linked by the wind and the golden afternoon sun.

April 6, 2008; Sunday
7:00 am - arrived at Davao Ecoland terminal

laundry… etc…. went to church… etc…

April 7, 2008; Monday
7:00 am - scheduled assembly time of the group for the Scuba Diving intro. Colyn and I were "outsiders" to the sponsor group, thus I would be more than willing to carry bags, bottles, grill the meat, etc.. and wait for my turn to be told, "you wanna dive too?"

and when the magic words were finally spoken, no minutes were lost before I put on the wet suit, mask, etc. etc… pose for the camera, etc. etc…. so it goes….

and I emerged as the last and final diver to go on board, back to the boat and to the mainland….

haaayyyy…. shortcut na lang muna…. im happily tired pa pala… =)

What’s Left of Me…

Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008

What’s left of me…

Have you heard of these lyrics before?
"Saying goodbye is never an easy thing. But you never said that you’d stay forever…"

This season is so full of goodbyes for me.
There were officemates who have to part ways from the organization because they were already accepted in another job somewhere or will go overseas for a better life. My sister has to say goodbye to sophomore life as a university student and proceed to third year.
My housemates and I in the rented house in Davao City have to evict ourselves from the place because the original owner will be reclaiming their home this 2nd week of April.
My virtual significant other let go of me because I sent him a loaded letter…although I said I’m not closing my doors on him…
My thoughts of ever getting married is growing dimmer, so to give myself some peace of mind and lifting the pressure from this burden, I said to myself I’m letting go of this society’s expectation from a single woman like me.

SO, what’s left of me?
Basically, pretty much the same.
Outside appearances may indicate that everything seem so rosy and bubbly. Daytime demeanor show energy, wit and charm, save for some very sleepy moments in the afternoon after a heavy lunch. At night, the situation varies. Either I’m too tired to mind my thoughts when I’m all alone in my room, or still busy doing whatsoever to fill up my time ’til I’m tired, or having to succumb to a lonely, cold bed in the middle of the four cold cement walls, sobbing like a three year old kid forced to go to sleep.

No offense to sleeping though. I love sleeping a lot. I least I should get six or seven hours of rest or else I’ll be like a zombie the day after. Now, I remember another song…
"Let me sleep, for when I sleep I dream that you are here, you’re mine, and all my fears are left behind…" That’s "Dream of Me" by Kirsten Dunst. Last night, I stuck to my walls some glow-in-the-dark moons and stars. They look pretty when the lights go out.

Sigh… Time is very valuable. Now, I should be able to concentrate more on thinking about things and writing and hopefully go back to painting which I used to do in highschool. I know I can still do it. It’s only my time and motivation that are holding me back. Most often, there are a million other distractions such as gimmicks, boy watching, malling, out-of-town trips, internet surfing, etc…

There are so many things to do. It’s easy to go back where I’ve been If I just put my heart into doing it. Things I’ve done before, before I was lured into seemingly useless preoccupations like boyfriends, lovelife, attractions, romance, relationships, and the like. Tsk! These things are still undeniably very compelling, but it seems I can’t do anything about these. Sigh… maybe I’ll just let these take care of themselves.

I’ll live…I’ll breath… I’ll take photographs… I’ll write… I’ll read, a lot… I’ll pray… I’ll meditate.. I’ll look inside myself and ponder on what more I could give out of my battered self… I can humor myself as well as I can make others laugh at my antics… I can throw some of my wit and wow them with my flair of whatever… Others may not be able to see my value, or maybe not even see me as a person worth spending their time and attention with, I can live with that. There is still the rest of the world to pay attention to, and the rest of my life to live.

Once more, I say this: "My life isn’t perfect, but it’s mine…"

I Want to Know What Love Is

Tuesday, April 1st, 2008

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
Song by: Tina Arena

Gotta take a little time
   A little time to think things over
   Better read between the lines
   In case I need it when I’m older
   Ooh yeah
   This mountain I must climb
   Is like the world upon my shoulders
   Through the clouds I see love shine
   It keeps me warm as life grows colder
   In my life
   There’s been HEARTACHE and pain
   I don’t know if I can face it again
   Can’t stop now
   I’ve traveled so far
   To change this lonely life
   I wanna know what love is
   I want you to show me
   I wanna feel what love is
   I know you can show me
   Yeah
   Gonna take a little time
   A little time to look around me
   Got nowhere left to hide
   Looks like love has finally found me
   In my life
   There’s been heartache and pain
   I don’t know if I can face it again
   Can’t stop now
   I’ve travelled so far
   To change this lonely life
   I wanna know what love is
   I want you to show me
   I feel what love is
   I know you can show me
   Yeah
   Lord help me to be strong
   On this road I travel on
   When I’m lost and lonely
   Find me
   My journey’s just begun
   And I’m not the only one
   Cause I wanna know
   I wanna know
   Yes I’ve found out
   I want you to show me
   I wanna feel what love is
   Oh yeah
   I know you can show me
   I wanna know what love is
   Yes I’ve found out
   I want you to show me
   I wanna feel what love is
   You can’t hide
   I know you can show me
   Yeah, Nah yeah
   Cause I wanna know
   Wanna know
   Tell me what love is
   Do you know what it is
   Tell me what love is
   Show me what love is
   Show me what love is